Long time no see

First off... I am now 169 pounds and I feel pretty good about my body. (cept a few troubled areas, but that's ok)

Been very stressed lately and I think that's contributing to my lack of weight loss. I can see a light at the end of the tunnel though... I just can't tell how long this damn tunnel is. I need glasses lol

I need to update this more... Really I just saw my laptop had internet signal and snagged it while I was cleaning. I know! ME, cleaning... I don't get it either. Anything to make my man happy though... When he's happy, it makes me extra so. :) God love him.

PEACE OUT DOG lololol

ramble ramble DIE!

Whoa... time sure does fly when you're having fun! Let's see.. what's new, what's new?! I am now 189 pounds! YAY! 10 pounds lost in about 7 weeks, kick ass! Also... that thing that was making me so happy last month is now my boyfriend :) :) :) He's so amazing, and he makes me feel amazing.... it's just amazing!

This Friday I'm going to go see him... I am so excited! I feel like we don't get enough time together, but I take what I can get! What are we gonna do? I have no idea... Bleh... I'm never one to come up with anything to do! I always tag along with other people or... really... wish I did lol. I will think of something though! Hopefully...

I have been a bit moody lately... going to the doctor in a couple of weeks, hopefully that's the fix that I need... my hormones have been all over the place. Today some lady asked if I was pregnant lmao... I sure get asked that a lot... it really confuses me.

I haven't been eating all that well lately... and by all that well I mean all that much :\ I guess that's why I'm losing weight. I dunno... just the thought of food lately makes my stomach turn. I notice when I do eat I eat really slow and have to choke down food... I dunno. Old habit returning or is my stomach really messed up? I honestly can't tell :\ Just to be safe I plan on drinking Slim Fast a bit so I at least get vitamins.

So! Enough about that... I am super happy and yay and junk! Wee! *twirls* now I'm sleepy and forgot what I was gonna write about lol d'aww *is a goober* I should probably make 2 of these bloggy things... one for my stupid hello everyone can read this stuff and one for just me... like a diary... maybe I should actually buy a journal or something... I noticed I never write anything by hand anymore lol sounds like a plan! I think I shall...

um um um! I go to bed nao.. night world :)

Long time no update!

The past couple of weeks have been awesome for me! :) *twirls*

I'm eating better and I've been exercising a bit. Also, I've been HAPPIER! :) My mind is drawing a blank right now lol I'm just... happy right now... I haven't been happy in a long time. I'm starting to feel myself again, finally :) and I am extremely thankful :D

I am now 199 pounds... I haven't lost much weight, but it is an improvement and I am happy about it :) I want to get fit and healthy... and I didn't have the will to do it before... but I'm finding it easier to get up, stop moping and do what I want without feeling like it's utterly pointless! That's... so amazing.